Anonymous Thief

Okayyyyy! Another Personal Rants. I really wanted to post something that is related to travelling, beauty, fashion and advices but I just can't stop my self from posting something that is all about me. you see, for the past days I've been experiencing a dilemma in my family, myself and most especially to my studies. I've got a failing grade in my Statistics class and its all my fault, but the teacher is too wicked that she really failed us. She never gave us any chance to change her mind. And I swear to my college life, I will never ever forget that teacher of mine because she brought  disappointment, fear and humiliation to my self and to my family. Urgh! I just hate her for doing that, but can't she just give us a consideration??









Sometimes, mistake makes us wonder things that we've done much better. I admit I've made lots of mistakes in my past. Some brought me lessons I did learned, some made me a better person, some hunted me, some made my tears from falling, and some made myself fear of something that I shouldn't have. Its just that, some mistakes traumatized us. And it makes us loose our confidence.


Am I making any sense here??!




Anyways, I made this post because of that boy who keeps on haunting my system. The boy who've always been on my dreams, that boy who ever made me feel this way. That boy I keep on eyeing everytime I'm at my Aunt's house. That boy I won't ever forget despite of all the guys I've met after him. That boy who gives butterflies on my stomach and my heart to palpitate abnormally.



Honestly? I don't know him personally. I met him before when I decided to go to the gym. He's one of the customers of that gym I think? and I've been crazy, deeply and madly have crush on him. The moment I entered the gym he never leave his eyes off me. Haha! Kidding! I can't stop myself from being ASSUMERA. Everytime I look at him or on his way, I can see that he's looking at me. He is sooooo handsome that I can't help but to drool over him. He got those looks every girls dream about, he got those abs, muscles and body everyone is dying to touch and every boys wanted to have. He is not that so "Masculado" but his body is well defined.


His eyes is a bit chinky but he got those two black rounded eyeballs, but when he looks at you, its as if your knees were melting because of the intensity of his stare. He doesn't give that dagger look but somewhat it makes you uncomfortable and it can make your knees tremble. His nose is somewhat pointed, his lips is bewitching. Its not as small as others and not as big like others, but his lips is full. It is pinkish and inviting to kiss. He got a face that can capture every girls heart.


And when he smiles, its as if you've seen a shy high school boy that saw his crush on his way. Haha! He smiles shyly but can cause your heart to raise :)


Okayy. I hardly see him now. And the truth is, I don't know him personally. I've seen him a lot but that was before. I once saw him at Mcdo. He's waiting for someone I think. I was in a hurry when I felt someone is watching me then I saw him near at the counter, seating and watching me. He was looking at me intently but I ignored him. The reason why? I had a difficulty memorizing someone else face but when the idea came into my mind that I know him, I looked at him, shock written on my face but he is still looking at me. I was so shy back then that I hurriedly went out the fast food chain and when I've got the power to face him he was nowhere to be found. He left the fast food chain after I left.



I always see him at the gym but I never got the chance to talk to him. I was too shy and too over reacting. he might say that I'm a flirt or worse he'll ignore me and maybe he thought that my classmate was my boyfriend since my classmate was my companion at the gym house.


Then I saw him while I was on my way at school. He was living to the next village where my aunt lives. It was a sunny afternoon. I think it was around 3PM. I still have class at around 4PM. I was waiting for the tricycle where I can ride all the way to the drugstore then he was the only passenger. I think he recognized me by the look on his face. That time I quit going to the gym because of my busy schedule. He was wearing a  T-shirt and a basketball jersey shorts. He looked at me with that smile upon his face as if he knows me but then again I ignored him. I wanted to approach him and talk to him but I don't know what to say..



Months had passed and I never seen him but it doesn't mean I forget about him. I was hoping I'll see him again. And last February 13 I really saw him. He's riding at the backride of the tricycle. He's wearing a cap that time. He wore his hair up to his neck. He is still handsome and he is still wearing his infamous attire. t-Shirt, pants, and vans shoes. I watch him and he saw me. He smiled as he noticed my eyes went big. I think?  Haha!




I wanted to see him again and this time I want to introduce my self to him. I even made a letter for him but I never got the chance to give it to him. I wonder what he is doing right now. If he has a girlfriend or what. If he still knows me or not. If he still go to the gym or stopped. Ohmyyy! This guy makes me crazyyyyy!




THIS MESSAGE IS FOR HIM:

I am always thinking about you. for the past months I never had forgotten you. I know we always see each other unnecessarily and whenever our paths crossed but somehow I've known your face but not you personally. I know you recognized me. I have a confession to make. My Ex boyfriend keeps on asking me about my "New Boyfriend". Well, I don't have a  boyfriend but due to my pride I told him I have one. Then you came out of the picture. I keep on telling him stories about you and he never asked a picture of yours. So I made some stories involving you, I somewhat made someone like you on the back part of my mind, though I don't know what are your attitudes. I made a pretend boyfriend on my mind using your face but the attitude is similar to my Hero on my story at Wattpad. Well, the name of my hero on my story was Vash. Anyways, I have been dreaming of you to be my boyfriend and I want to know more things about you. But I know it will never happen. :)



I wonder what might have happened if one of us said, "Uyy, Ikaw na naman?" , or "ikaw sa gym diba?" But then again we didn't know each other's names, right? So maybe it was just not meant to be for us to know each other personally. But I am looking forward on meeting you again and maybe when that time comes, we know each other's name and number. What do you think? See you soonest Astroboy!


P.S.

Since I don't know what is your name, I decided to call you ASTROBOY :))
Because like a star, You seem to be near me, I always see you, but I don't know what kind of star you are and what is your name and the truth is, I will never have the chance to be near you because you're too far away from me..





OKAY. SO MUCH FOR THIS GUYS. :) NEXT TIME MAYBE?

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