Nyey. I stared at my laptop for almost three hours time now and I don't know what to post. Well, lets start from the first thing I did this morning. I was ready to go to the bathroom to take a bath for me to have my last duty at the hotel where in I'm having my practicum but then I saw my laptop. Its so inviting to touch him and do my personal rant in it. Its like, he's screaming "Nicole! Check your blog and wattpad" and then I was tempted to touch Chuchi (Yeah, that's the name of my lappy) and then I forgot about the time and also about my last duty. Crap!
Well, I can have my duty tomorrow. I know, I am so tamad -_- but graces to heaven I will bid my last goodbye to all the hardships that I had encountered in my duty as a practicumer at Sarabia Manor Hotel. Cheers to that! I hope it would be my last time to visit that hotel.Anyways, For the next blog updates everything in here will rotate all about myself. And I hope someone will read this blog of mine. Haha!
THINGS / PEOPLE THAT I MISS A LOT:
1. LOVE - I miss the feeling of being inlove and being love. Its been two years since I had my 2nd heartbreak and until now I don't have a boyfriend. Its not that I haven't moved on from my past relationship but I choose to be single for quite sometime to focus on my studies and to fulfill my promises to my parents. I can say that I had finally moved on even though it was very hard from the start, you know my Ex and I shared a very wonderful memories that I will always cherish. We always do right? He's now happy and much inlove with someone else and I wish all the best for him. :)
2. ME - I miss the old me. Sometimes I told myself, when people gets older, things get so complicated and that's the reality. When we gets older and older we also keep on dealing with the truths of life. I am losing on my own track, I don't know where to focus my mind and what are my priorities in life. Everything seems to be vague and I'm acting weird lately. I keep on minding what will happen on my future not minding the things I should do today. Sucks! And I miss my old body. Im sooo fat today. :(
3. MY MOM - I MISS MY MOM SO MUCH AND IT HURTS TO THINK THAT I WON'T SEE HER FACE TO FACE EVER AGAIN. She's an epitome of a woman who has a big heart. She endures everything for her family. She taught us to be good and to stand up on our one. I miss her so much. It had been 1 year and 5 months since she passed away but still I can't accept the fact that she's gone. I envy people who has their mom at their sides right now.They can tell everything that had happened in their day to their mom, and their mom will patiently listen and then comment afterwards. They can kiss their mom and hug them so tight. They can complain everything that has been happening in their lives and then their mom will give them advices. There will be that someone who will tell them "Anak, Take Care, I love you." I miss my mom a lot, a lot that I still cry at night because I won't see her beautiful smile again, the way she gets angry and how delicious she cooks.
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