2014!!!!?
Wow. It's so surreal that we are now ending the year 2014 and will start a new year tomorrow.
Wednesday, December 31, 2014
Sunday, December 7, 2014
Me + You
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Dear ZI,
You came in my life unexpectedly. You came in my life in the least way I expected. I know I'm not yet ready to accept the fact that I have you now, but giving you up was never an option for me because I consider you as a gift.
I lost my mom when I was 17, and my life had its own ups and down after that. I tried to survive, and I think i did as I am writing this letter for you now.
Few years from now, you'll get to read this. I'm sorry if I tried to hide you because I wasn't ready to face you and the world around us. Having you brought me a lot of pain, sadness, emptiness, sorrow, anger, that I once thought of just giving up but then having you brought a lot of unexplainable, extraordinary, firsts, new and pure feeling in my life.
As everyone gets to know you, and I figured out how lucky I am to have you despite of having you in a wrong time, I learned to love you more, care for you more and to dream a better future for you and me.
I am not that kind of person you can be proud of, I cant offer you a lot of things because I haven't finished college yet and I don't have a job.
I know you can feel that I am sad right now, that I'm hurt, I'm stressed, I feel like giving up, that all I wanna do is to cry and cry and cry..
I'm sorry if I'm letting you feel this way that I'm trying to be like this to harm or hurt you but I swear I am not because I only want what's the best for you.
I may not be the person you can be proud of, but I'll make my self the best person that can give you the love you need, the comfort you want, and all that I can give because I love you so much.
Giving you a brighter future and the best I can offer are my main priority now. This is You + Me now.
Always remember that even if few years from now you'll ask a lot of things, I tried my best to give you the best that a person like you can receive. If I failed you that's because I can't control everything or I never tried.
If they doesn't want you, always remember that I'm here, I will protect you, guide you and love you with all my heart my dearest.
Lovelots,
N
You came in my life unexpectedly. You came in my life in the least way I expected. I know I'm not yet ready to accept the fact that I have you now, but giving you up was never an option for me because I consider you as a gift.
I lost my mom when I was 17, and my life had its own ups and down after that. I tried to survive, and I think i did as I am writing this letter for you now.
Few years from now, you'll get to read this. I'm sorry if I tried to hide you because I wasn't ready to face you and the world around us. Having you brought me a lot of pain, sadness, emptiness, sorrow, anger, that I once thought of just giving up but then having you brought a lot of unexplainable, extraordinary, firsts, new and pure feeling in my life.
As everyone gets to know you, and I figured out how lucky I am to have you despite of having you in a wrong time, I learned to love you more, care for you more and to dream a better future for you and me.
I am not that kind of person you can be proud of, I cant offer you a lot of things because I haven't finished college yet and I don't have a job.
I know you can feel that I am sad right now, that I'm hurt, I'm stressed, I feel like giving up, that all I wanna do is to cry and cry and cry..
I'm sorry if I'm letting you feel this way that I'm trying to be like this to harm or hurt you but I swear I am not because I only want what's the best for you.
I may not be the person you can be proud of, but I'll make my self the best person that can give you the love you need, the comfort you want, and all that I can give because I love you so much.
Giving you a brighter future and the best I can offer are my main priority now. This is You + Me now.
Always remember that even if few years from now you'll ask a lot of things, I tried my best to give you the best that a person like you can receive. If I failed you that's because I can't control everything or I never tried.
If they doesn't want you, always remember that I'm here, I will protect you, guide you and love you with all my heart my dearest.
Lovelots,
N
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Wednesday, December 31, 2014
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2014!!!!?
Wow. It's so surreal that we are now ending the year 2014 and will start a new year tomorrow.
Sunday, December 7, 2014
Me + You
Dear ZI,
You came in my life unexpectedly. You came in my life in the least way I expected. I know I'm not yet ready to accept the fact that I have you now, but giving you up was never an option for me because I consider you as a gift.
I lost my mom when I was 17, and my life had its own ups and down after that. I tried to survive, and I think i did as I am writing this letter for you now.
Few years from now, you'll get to read this. I'm sorry if I tried to hide you because I wasn't ready to face you and the world around us. Having you brought me a lot of pain, sadness, emptiness, sorrow, anger, that I once thought of just giving up but then having you brought a lot of unexplainable, extraordinary, firsts, new and pure feeling in my life.
As everyone gets to know you, and I figured out how lucky I am to have you despite of having you in a wrong time, I learned to love you more, care for you more and to dream a better future for you and me.
I am not that kind of person you can be proud of, I cant offer you a lot of things because I haven't finished college yet and I don't have a job.
I know you can feel that I am sad right now, that I'm hurt, I'm stressed, I feel like giving up, that all I wanna do is to cry and cry and cry..
I'm sorry if I'm letting you feel this way that I'm trying to be like this to harm or hurt you but I swear I am not because I only want what's the best for you.
I may not be the person you can be proud of, but I'll make my self the best person that can give you the love you need, the comfort you want, and all that I can give because I love you so much.
Giving you a brighter future and the best I can offer are my main priority now. This is You + Me now.
Always remember that even if few years from now you'll ask a lot of things, I tried my best to give you the best that a person like you can receive. If I failed you that's because I can't control everything or I never tried.
If they doesn't want you, always remember that I'm here, I will protect you, guide you and love you with all my heart my dearest.
Lovelots,
N
You came in my life unexpectedly. You came in my life in the least way I expected. I know I'm not yet ready to accept the fact that I have you now, but giving you up was never an option for me because I consider you as a gift.
I lost my mom when I was 17, and my life had its own ups and down after that. I tried to survive, and I think i did as I am writing this letter for you now.
Few years from now, you'll get to read this. I'm sorry if I tried to hide you because I wasn't ready to face you and the world around us. Having you brought me a lot of pain, sadness, emptiness, sorrow, anger, that I once thought of just giving up but then having you brought a lot of unexplainable, extraordinary, firsts, new and pure feeling in my life.
As everyone gets to know you, and I figured out how lucky I am to have you despite of having you in a wrong time, I learned to love you more, care for you more and to dream a better future for you and me.
I am not that kind of person you can be proud of, I cant offer you a lot of things because I haven't finished college yet and I don't have a job.
I know you can feel that I am sad right now, that I'm hurt, I'm stressed, I feel like giving up, that all I wanna do is to cry and cry and cry..
I'm sorry if I'm letting you feel this way that I'm trying to be like this to harm or hurt you but I swear I am not because I only want what's the best for you.
I may not be the person you can be proud of, but I'll make my self the best person that can give you the love you need, the comfort you want, and all that I can give because I love you so much.
Giving you a brighter future and the best I can offer are my main priority now. This is You + Me now.
Always remember that even if few years from now you'll ask a lot of things, I tried my best to give you the best that a person like you can receive. If I failed you that's because I can't control everything or I never tried.
If they doesn't want you, always remember that I'm here, I will protect you, guide you and love you with all my heart my dearest.
Lovelots,
N
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