I will honestly say that I stared at my lappy for a heck of time already, thinking what's the best post to do. And for quite sometime now I asked my self if when will I start making my projects, but as soon as I start typing different and out of this world ideas came up to me that's why I made this, Uhm, post.
I am kinda weird today, maybe because I am succumbed by the things, (Mind you! IMPORTANT things to do) Way more important than updating my wattpad, updating my blog, surfing the net the whole day, getting a manicure/pedicure and most especially having an appointment to my dermatologist.
I mean, I am totally eaten by everything regarding school. You see, its a hell week for me, cause its #FinalsWeek but what the heck am I doing?! I hardly scan my notes. Darn!
Anyways, before this post become a rant, I will explain what's in the title.
BLAST FROM THE PAST?!
I was busy scanning the pictures I have here in my lappy when one folder took my attention. I opened it and I was surprised when I saw the pictures I had when I had a "Pictorial" kunno in Bacolod.
The thing is,it was taken a year ago, same date as of today its been what?, a year today!
Heck, and my hair has this highlights and stuff, and it was kinda short and I was kinda thin that time. (Ajujuju! Jeje peg?)
So without a further ado......
I present to you the pictorial I had, though it was only my cousin Pre who took the pic :)
Obviously the girl on the pics isn't me and she's Miranda Kerr! (Who the heck doesn't know her?!)
Oh God! She's like, Purfeeeeeect!!!! Indeed Perfect! ( for me)
I'm absolutely having a girl crush right now....
Okay okay... here are my pics kiddo :)
The random pics was supposedly for my debut last year, but due to some natural calamities (Okay, I decided to cancel my own debut, reasons? I won't tell! :P )
I really don't know how to pose and stuff and as far as I can remember was a bit shy while she was taking some pics of me.
I know, there are LOTS of photogenic girls out there and can really have a nice photo shoot outcome but in my case, well we took this just for fun and yeah, examples for the "debut".
See the highlighted strands of my hair?! Damn! Simple tips? If you really wanted to dye your hair or put some highlights on it, consult your stylist first or better yet, let it done by a professional hair stylist to prevent damage in your hair, and the better thing to do so that you won't have a bad hair? Just dont try putting lots of chemicals, I mean don't overdo it by rebonding, hair straightening, coloring and stuff, let your hair the way it was not that frizzy and stuff, you need also to take care of your hair, put some hair masks, apply conditioner!!! Refrain from using ironing hair tools and of course, protect it on the rays of the sun and lice!
You don't want to be that "Maraming Kuto Girl" right?!
Its a matter of proper hygiene and taking care of yourself! And before this thing become a Beauty post, lets get back..
Geez! (Wala na bang ibang lugar?) Even on a garbage bin I posed and took a pic! -_-
This is the picture I love most! Yung parang, I am just waiting for someone/something. The way I posed there I was kinda bored but i am still waiting, I'm worried, but I'm still waiting, I feel some mystery i'm keeping for a longer period now. I feel like i'm lost and i don't know where to go.
I am lost if who really am I, what I really wanted to do, what inspires me, what are the things that will make me change, i don't know what i wan't anymore and I need answers.
I need to have that something that will change me for good, I mean there is something that is lacking in my life, something I really want to have and I don't know what it is.
But I will still wait for the answers, wait for it to come, wait for something to clear the vague path I'm having right now, wait for a sign, a sign if I should really do this or not, to pursue this or give in...
And I need someone to talk to, someone named... God.
Because, now I don't the real me, anymore..
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