Having you as a mother while growing up is one of the greatest gift God given to me. It is because of the confidence, strength and trust you instilled on me that made me who I am today. I wonder how are you up there. Do you miss us? Because Ma, I terribly miss you so much and it hurts to think that I won't see you face to face ever again.
I know I'm giving you heartaches up there because of the wrong things I've been doing these past few months and I know you've been worried for us. Now I know, College is not easy as 1, 2, 3 and I've been busy making things I should have never made on the first place.
Well, I decided to make this note so that I can greet you Happy Mother's Day. I hope there"s internet connection up there so you can read this..
I was such a bad ass before and I admit I caused you pain in the ass before but you see, I'm trying to be that daughter you'll be proud of. I may not be as beautiful as You, or as smart as Nico and as strong as Papa but I know you've taught me something that is different from others.
Thank you for all of your support through my journey until your last breathe. i know you're always at my side guiding me and protecting me.
Thank You for buying me all those books I've kept, eventhough some borrowed it and never returned my books.
Thank You for buying me my medicines everytime I'm sick. Remember those times when I was still a kid and you brought me to the hospital? i was so brave back then, taking all those medicines and syringes because i know you're right by my side.
Thank you for always having hope for me when I didn't have for myself. Remember the times when I got accepted in WVSU? I felt like giving up way back then because of the exams I took but you were there to push me into this and for making me hope for the thing I never dreamed to happen.
Thank you for telling me not to give up when I said I couldn't do it any more. The times when I cried infront of you because I experienced heartaches, being bullied, got sick.
Thank You for believing in me. Eventhough I don't have a talent that I could proudly share or that brain that can solve mathematical equations still you believed on my capabilities. You never pressured me to do the things I'm not capable of doing.
Thank You for understanding my attitude and my tantrums. I admit I'm not a good daughter that does the things you wanted for me but still you understand me and thank you for not giving up on me.
Thank you for making my breakfast eventhough I always skip my meal before, for cooking my favorites. the Adobo, Sinigang, KBL, Bam-i, Karne Preta, Tinola. Ma FYI, I always eat na veggies! Haha
Thank You for defending me when the world seems bad at me. For accepting my weaknesses and my impurities.
Thank you for giving me money, food to eat and clothes to wear..
I always think of you everyday. Biskan ang iban daw nalipatan ka na, kag abi da okay na ko, wala lang sila kamaan nga gahibi man ko japun. masakit gali punggan ang luha Ma. Hayy..
I miss you so so much Ma! When will I see you again? please always guide the three of us most especially on making decisions on the future. how i wish you're here with us in every single day we spend.
Always visit me in my dreams because in that way, I know I can hold and talk you. I'm missing you so much Ma! Well, I am so lucky that I've spent the last 17 years of my life with you. pero tani pag debut ko ara ka. Basi sadya pa ko to.
I'm trying to make our family bond uptight pero kis-a may naga slip gid yah. I know you know what I mean. pero kaya ko ni ah. Diba gani? WALA GATAO ANG GINOO KA PROBLEMA NGA DI TA KAYA? TEH KAYA KO NI AH :D
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MAMA. I MISS YOU SO MUCH. I'M FULFILLING MY PROMISE NOT TO HAVE A BOYFRIEND YOU KNOW. HAHA. I LOVE YOU TO INFINITY. 'TILL WE SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN? <3
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