A Year Again...

Hello! It took me another year to update this blog again. My busyness has taken a toll on me and I admit I had been lacking of any ideas to post here.

So let me start this off from what happened in a year of my MIA. I had been procrastinating for so long!

I started writing again. I went back to Wattpad and started revising my stories, changing the covers, editing the plot. I enjoy being in control and in contact with my hobby again. My ideas just overflow everytime I start writing and I just couldn’t stop. Maybe my calling is really about writing.

Although it wasn’t easy to went back at it again since a lot has changed. I was gone for four years in the writing world and a lot had happened. A lot of Authors who are much much better and a lotbof changes with the website itself.

But I’m trying to keep on track and be it. A lot of opportunities had opened the moment I started writing again. There was this app/website who messaged me and wanted to publish my works at their app and they’ll pay for me.

I want to finish the series sooner and hopefully publish it hardbound someday. My stories speaks about my life. I relate every snippets of my life to my stories. The woman protagonist is my alter ego. I am happy that people are reading my stories and their positive feedbacks mean a lot to me.


With being a mom, so Zavi started to go to school last June. It was a surreal moment for me. My little tot will soon be a kindergarten student. Time flies so fast. She’s growing everyday becoming a little miss that’s witty and smart. Well, it wasn’t all rainbows and butterflies, it’s always a compromise when you are a mom. It’s a hard and tough job but everyday I’m learning to it.

(As I am writing this, my daughter is currently pooping.)

So this is basically my life now, it’s boring, not the life I dreamed and wanted but yeah... this is reality.


I love being a mom but it’s a role that requires you to be tougher and stronger for your kids. I sometimes thought about the lost opportunities and goals but I know everything is well planed by the Almighty Creator.

What else is new?

An opportunity of going back to US is knocking on my door but for now. I am not yet ready to go back.. Scared of going back there and then repeating my mistakes again. Afraid that I’ll leave Zavi here and then who’s going to take care of her? Single parent really sucks to be honest in times like this.

I’m not rushing to find a husband or anything since I am young and my focus is the betterment of my daughter’s future but if someday, (if you are reading this) come in to my life.. I only wish for you to accept Zavi wholeheartedly and own her as your daughter. Life for us two was tough already considering she grew up not knowing her father but I hope you’ll be man enough to accept the people in my life.

I admit. For the last four years of being a single mom, there are some who was willing to be a part of my life and I almost did commit with someone but thinking about my situation and having my daugher is hard. You see, entering a relationship is a big deal in my life. I don’t want to enter a relationship that will just end in a heartbreak. I want something that will last for a lifetime.