I will never forget how I gave a part of me that is so precious. Something a sentimental girl like me would consider very special.
I will never forget you telling me you like me every night and how you called me darling, sweetheart, hun and babe. I will never forget thinking that we might be together in the long run.
I will never forget those late night talks. I will never forget all the laughter we shared. I will never forget the time when you shared about your life. I will never forget when you told me your deepest darkest secret. I will never forget the time that I still accepted you for who you are.
I will never forget the first time I met you. I will never forget seeing a total stranger in front of me with a pair of hazel eyes, small smile on his face, and a tall, skinny guy.
I will never forget what happened that night thinking it was the best thing that had ever happened to me.
But then,
I will never forget how you broke my heart so easily, just telling me through a text message that your feelings for me isn't true. I will never forget how you easily believed that it was fine, that I would be okay. I will never forget steering clear from you the day after.
I will never forget how after just a few days of so called breaking up, you already told me about your new girl. I will never forget me thinking how it hurt me that you got over me that easily.
I will never forget how it took me a very long time to get over you. How the time I needed to get over you was a lot longer than the time we were actually together. I will never forget how I tried so hard to be with you. I will never forget that I never saw you try to do the same.
I will never forget leaving my feelings for you in the province for good, then you ruining it for just after 2 hours. I will never forget how you said you wanted to be friends, then finally saying you just wanted something from me. I would never forget crying because of you, how you toyed with my feelings.
I will never forget coming prepared for everything and you weren't. I remember me trying to talk about anything and you just giving the same, one-phrase response. I will never forget when you said I'm too young to know what real love is.
I will never forget your reply to my all-out text. I will never forget reading "I never liked you, I want a more experienced girl, you're too young, YOU DONT KNOW WHAT REAL RELATIONSHIP IS. You're annoying"
I will never forget my heart crushing. I will never forget my roommate whom you flirted with, warning me that I may be a rebound and saying you don't deserve me. I will never forget defending you to her and saying you were over your ex and that you're a nice guy knowing in the end that both of you played me.
I will never forget how after all these months and after all those things, I still want to hurt you in some way. I will never forget me wanting to prove to you that in the end, I won in a way and I’m doing better than you. They say that if you still feel angry, then you still have feelings for this guy.
I will never forget when I realized that I was no longer in love with you, but that I was in love with the idea of you. How you were sweet when we were together, I will never forget you always being the topic of my compositions.
I will never forget when I realized you just want something from me different from something I want from you. I will never forget the lesson I learned in this part of my life and how I can use it to grow up and be mature about it.
